No,

But really-

Do you see it?

God is extremely faithful. 

Every time I have one of these revelations I just can’t believe it. As I look back on broken relationships and situations..or even fears and perceptions..and then I see where all those things are in my life now….it is a mouth dropping moment.

a moment of awe.

a moment of fearing the Lord. Yes, God, I am in awe of your beautiful work in my life.

Now, I am trying to look at everything in my life at the present moment. All the confusing situations, the unknown paths, current lessons, yada yada..I am anticipating and anxiously awaiting to see the beauty God turns them all into. I want to experience them different this time around, however. I want to watch them play out. Watch the beauty unfold right before my eyes.

I want to be awake to the incredible work my Father is doing in my life. My completely, undeserving, life.