In a Relationship

DTR

Define The Relationship.

Lets be real, we all have had our hearts broken at least once in our lives. For some of us it has been more than once. As for myself, I have had my fair share of heart breaks. Recently, I learned that it is easy to get wrapped up in something that seems so perfect. I learned the danger of being infatuated with the butterfly feeling, even if it is someone who is just as, if not more, in love with the Father as you are. There is only one perfect guy for me. And I am sweetly broken, lost in love, head over heels, for this guy. It is time for me to DTR. I have made a promise to myself that I am done playing around with who I give my heart to, who I trust it with, who I let see my heart, in that intimate way. I have promised myself, that I will fall madly in love with the one who is in madly in love with me. What the world has to offer me will leave me empty. Jesus is the only assurance I have in my life. He will never hurt me, leave me, or give up on me. My WHOLE heart belongs to Him, and only Him. I was laughing with Elli last night about the fact of how I truly feel like I am taken, no longer single, off the market, in a relationship. And honestly, I have never been happier. It is a new kind of cloud 9. He holds my best interest and heart in His hands and it all unfolds with his pleasing will and perfect timing. I sit here and think all that he has done for me and try to fathom the depth of His love, it is beyond my comprehension. He is my best friend and I am falling more in love with him everyday. I write Him love letters daily, fall asleep talking to Him and wake up thinking about Him. He is my God, He is my King, to Him I give Him everything. I need His love. I desire to know Him more and more, every day. He is my greatest hope and boast, deepest longing and joy, and my most passionate song & message. When it comes to falling in love with a guy here on this earth, I will give my heart to whomever God reveals to me. But until that day comes my heart will be so lost in Him that nothing else matters in this world. I will spend my days dancing with Him until He lets the perfect guy cut in.

On the For reals though, I don't care how long that takes, because I could dance with Him and only Him for the rest of my life. #fact